I’m going through the exact same situation as yours. I will be bi and hitched for three years to a female. I respect and take care of my partner but I will be struggling to love her the real method i once enjoyed a guy (before my wedding). Sometimes we really get frustrated for deceiving her and myself. Contributing to my misery this woman is really reserved and dull during intercourse also. we originate from nation where loving a guy is known as promiscuous and sinful i will be perhaps not dealing with simply intercourse. But I would personally here add something, i dropped twice in deep love with a person. Which was awesome. But homosexual love is fleeting. A guy could not be monogamous in the relationship that is sexual and hurts. Both the time I happened to be cheated. I became told, its extremely hard to reside with just one guy. Continue reading